I guess its about time I post something...what do you guys think ? !
Well I guess I'll tell you what has been happening with my dance life, I don't know if you guys remember or even know about it, but a few days before I went to Ballet Mag. I was in a car wreck. I was in pain, yes, but thought since God brought everything together and I was able to go, Why not go? So I went. As the few days went by I was in so much pain that I had to sit out and watch class...BTW that is SO hard to do when all you want to be doing is dancing, but with God's help I stayed, sitting, knowing that if I didn't: ONE, I probably would have made a fool out of myself...because I couldn't do it. TWO, probably the teachers would have taken my head off :) if I danced and they saw I was in pain. So instead of dancing, I watched and stayed out with the rest of the injured people. So as I was there, my body wasn't feeling the best, but with Gods help I DID it. I made it through!
When I came back to Alabama, :) my mom said right away we have to make an appointment with the chiropractor. I wasn't too thrilled about it, but I went. So he checked me..and tells me he is going to put me in therapy, and that I should slow down on dancing, it's aggravating my body. So I'm thinking, Why in the world did we come here? I can keep dancing, whats the big deal?
I still didn't like what he wanted me to do for a whole month, but I started going to therapy for my back and neck. After I was going for a few weeks, the therapy ladies said...I need to do it for a few more weeks. MY question was, How long until I don't have to come back? :) Just a few weeks ago my chiropractor took me off therapy says it was only aggravating it. and he didn't know why my pain level was where it was. He said by the time people go through therapy for that long they should be on the way to recovering, and I was going downhill. :( So he suggested doing an MRI to see what is really going on inside, so that's where I'm at today: Not really dancing, taking a few weeks off ... :(
I did teach class a few weeks ago. which BTW was amazing !!!!
So I guess I'm also asking for prayer. Prayer that nothing is big going on inside that can't be fixed. Because dancing is a part of me. And I guess what I have been learning through this is....even though I might have to stop dancing, its going to be OK. God is taking it away (for now anyway) for a reason, and I only have to trust Him in what He is doing, 'cause He knows what's going to happen even this minute, as I'm struggling wondering why this one thing that I love so much has to be taken from me. But I guess if I put my trust in my Lord Jesus Christ and let Him be the "driver" of my journey, I have a feeling the journey is going to go a whole lot smoother. What do you think, Guys ?
This verse has been on my mind for a few weeks now.
Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
Thank You for reading.
Give Thanks to the Lord for HE is good HIS love endures FOREVER !
